"I am having an exam time freakout, this year has just been way too emotionally draining for me and I think it all coming to a head right now."
Positive Library Vibes
While there are about 509593285025 different things I would rather be doing right now (yes this even includes karate) but i have come to realize that doing work at the library always has a nice simple feel to it. I want to do big things in life and to accomplish these big things I have to put in the time and dedication and when I am at the library I feel like I am dedicated to working and pushing forward. Plus listening to a mix of Coldplay and Skrillex for some reason is putting me in a good mood also. Well heres to finishing this semester strong. Only two more left after this and then off to adventure. Until then I am happily dedicating myself to work.
and then there are those moments when you realize that no matter how many people you surround yourself with at the end of the day you are still alone.
good news good news
one of my best girlfriends and i have decided that we are going to be hitting the road after we graduate college next year, yes its a whole year away but i think that its a step in the right direction. So I have a year for saving and planning and deciding where we wanna go. We are thinking a month in Europe in June and then an American/Canadian road trip in the spring! good things are a coming good things are a coming me friends
The travel bug is biting me so hard right now it is actually insane.
I think I am just a bit tired
For starters I completely forgot that I created this blog. But now that I realize that it exists I think it is a good moment to just say that I am so tired of bullshit and question marks and wondering about how I should be acting towards people and instead just live. I cannot control what other people are doing nor is it my job to so I have to stop worrying about it.
On happier notes I have read both the Hunger Games and Girl With the Dragon Tattoo series and it is great to see chicks kicking butt in literature and just being amazing and awesome and strong. Thats all.